Sometimes, I try to write poems or rather lyrics for my songs,
here are some of them :D
I mostly write English things, sometimes French (I probably make
many mistakes in French) and sometimes, I write in German ('∇'d)
I started to write this in English but for some reason, I translated it to French and then continued writing it in French.
I wrote this at a time, where it was difficult not to cry all the time, even though I do not remember for what reason.
Anyways, I thought of the concept of a human living in every tear who dies when the tear hits the ground.
And the moral of the story: Don't cry or people will die!
As the title suggests, I wrote this about my friends. The moment I wrote this, I was in the car and had just been texted by several people that are dear to me but that I had not talked to for a while. That made me very happy, however, I could not help but feel a sense of melancholy, too.
The poem is about the memories I would like to have with my friends and about my hope for them to stay with me.
The day I wrote this, I was coming home from school, noticing how suddenly the weather had shifted from cloudy and cold to warm and sunny in only a day. It was that fact that gave me a strong feeling of joy. That also made me realize, how much the weather can influence one's mood.
This is not a very joyous memory because when writing this, I was sitting in school at recess. I was originally talking to someone, but when they then turned away and talked to others that wouldn't even notice me, I got a little sad (even though in reality, it was nothing)
I don't know why I chose to write about karaoke specifically, it just stands for anything that you can do with friends kind of.
I always want to go somewhere with friends but I can never ask, which lead to a sort of isolation that I spent my life in :(
Lately, I am just so thankful for everything and especially everyone!
And also lately everything is eternal for me
Je veux me reconnaître à nouveau dans le miroir
Je veux revoir ton visage encore un fois
Je veux me reconnaître à nouveau
Je veux revoir tous les memoirs avec nous
J'espère que tu peux me pardonner
Mais je ne peux pas expliquer
La souffrance reste avec toi
Mais sans ça, il ne reste plus qu'un 'au revoir'
en retard
Je veux me reconnaître à nouveau dans le miroir
Je sais que ça fait mal de se souvenir
Mais ma peur peut pas être enlevée
J'espère que tu peux me pardonner
Mais je ne peux pas expliquer
La souffrance reste avec toi
Mais sans ça, il ne reste plus qu'un 'au revoir' en retard
Je veux me reconnaître à nouveau dans le miroir
The sky is suffocating
The connected air is buzzing and whispering above
The feeling of walking home after a long talk
The sounds outside that were
just filled with laughter, now hardly get through my headphones
The wind is searching for someone to talk to
and I am fighting the thought to make a call and say a proper goodbye
Because this is not a general perception
It is just my feeling of walking home after a long talk
The man in my tear looks at me
In fear
"You let go and I die"
He does not want to die
But I forgot how to stop to cry
Kühe auf Weiden
Heide in Heiden
Es ist doch so schön
Was du heute hier seh'n
Durch die Augen des Glücks
Die Augen eines Kindes
Es ist nur verrückt
Was du wirklich hier findest
Unschuldiges Sterben
Nicht durch Not, doch tagtäglich
Wenn sich Himmel rot färben
Sind ihre Schreie vergeblich
Das Plastik ist Schleier
Der Naivität
Denn der Mensch ist nur freier
Wenn er dafür verrät
This Morning was a melancholic Morning
And I cried out of happiness
To see you again
I think of one night in Romania
We are the insects dancing around street lights
I know you love your life
And you know I love you
Serenely you stand
As I try to look up
Silent surroundings find us
They make us stay for eternity
But I don’t mind
You are the kindness of warm embrace
In the rain we rest
Until it is time for a sincere goodbye
I am the light of the stars
I yearn for existence still
And no longer want to disappear
And I feel you will never cease to be
Emotionless you stand
As I try not to cry
Crystallized surroundings startle us
They make us stay for eternity
And I don’t mind
Today it’s so warm and pretty outside
That I am so happy to be alive
If I see the sun shine through my door
I won’t feel this sorrow
Nevermore!
The sounds of the wind and the sounds of the birds
Are bringing me joy even though it’s absurd
To think that the weather changes a worldview
However, I know that my world still is you.
Arrêter de penser
Est quand on est
seul et abandonné
Quand il parle avec ces gens
Quand il tourne la tête
Je suis triste comme un enfant
D'exister j'arrête
Within me lies a deep black hole
Meant to fit the music notes
That still I cannot reach
My life in isolation spent
The karaoke lights not meant
For me to ever see
What I’ve become is a vampire
And invitations I require
One little thing I need
What agony, insipid life
I’m lost in fantasies, despised
Never will I succeed
This hole inside, it doesn’t grow
It only makes me wish with woe
That it grew to consume me whole
Freed from sad reverie
The light shines dim upon the leaves
The hanged ones up on the tree
In silence it remains to see
The dim lights of my memory
Stand by it in reverie
And feel that you are finally free
Die Luft ist im Einklang
Das leise Summen
Als wär die Technik eingedrungen
In die Natur, wie sie einst war
Ist nun allwissend
Doch wir undankbar
And alas! I found him dead
All these images in red
My favourite creature in the world
Is now buried in the dirt
How can one accept this fate
Of everlasting earthly hate
That it, too soon, took him away
And made my loved flesh decay
Ich bin Eins mit dem Wind
Das einsame Kind
Umhüllt mit der Ruhe des Baumes
Die Trauerweide, sie flüstert zu mir
Sie sei immerwährend und ewig hier
Und sie warte im Schutz meines Traumes
Durch die Blätter, das Licht ist nur leicht durchzuscheinen
Doch deswegen muss nicht die Trauer verweilen
Die Weide, sie weiß, dies ist Teil ihres Seins
Und ich weiß, ihr Leben ist ebenso meins
Even if the warmth you give
Will not be there indefinitely
I think every moment I'll live
Feeling the bliss of memory
The day I never thought would be
I feel it changed my life
For it gave me the opportunity
To truly feel alive
To truly feel love without melancholy
Amd thus I will be grateful
Eternally
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