Poems

Sometimes, I try to write poems or rather lyrics for my songs, here are some of them :D
I mostly write english things, sometimes french (I probably make many mistakes in french) and one time I wrote in german ('∇'d)

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Lyrics for my first song!!

Je veux me reconnaître à nouveau dans le miroir
Je veux revoir ton visage encore un fois
Je veux me reconnaître à nouveau
Je veux revoir tous les memoirs avec nous

J'espère que tu peux me pardonner
Mais je ne peux pas expliquer

La souffrance reste avec toi
Mais sans ça, il ne reste plus qu'un 'au revoir' en retard
Je veux me rereconnaître à nouveau dans le miroir

Je sais que ça fait mal de se souvenir
Mais ma peur peut pas être enlevée
J'espère que tu peux me pardonner
Mais je ne peux pas expliquer

La souffrance reste avec toi
Mais sans ça, il ne reste plus qu'un 'au revoir' en retard
Je veux me rereconnaître à nouveau dans le miroir

The Feeling of Walking Home After a Long Talk

The sky is suffocating
The connected air is buzzing and whispering above
The feeling of walking home after a long talk
The sounds outside that were just filled with laughter, now hardly get through mt headphones
The wind is searching for someone to talk to
and I am fighting the thought to make a call and say a proper goodbye
Because this is not a general perception
It is just my feeling of walking home after a long talk

Man in my Tear

The man in my tear looks at me
In fear
"You let go and I die"
He does not want to die
But I forgot how to stop to cry

Kühe auf Weiden
Heide in Heiden
Es ist doch so schön
Was du heute hier seh'n
Durch die Augen des Glücks
Die Augen eines Kindes
Es ist nur verrückt
Was du wirklich hier findest

Unschuldiges Sterben
Nicht durch Not, doch tagtäglich
Wenn sich Himmel rot färben
Sind ihre Schreie vergeblich
Das Plastik ist Schleier
Der Naivität
Denn der Mensch ist nur freier
Wenn er dafür verrät

Life is the wait for the world to end
Even when happiness seems to extend
You can't take your eyes off the darkness that feeds
On nothing but mankind's despicable deeds

My Dearest Friends

This Morning was a melancholic Morning
And I cried out of happiness
To see you again

I think of one night in Romania
We are the insects dancing around street lights
I know you love your life
And you know I love you

Serenely you stand
As I try to look up
Silent surroundings find us
They make us stay for eternity

But I don’t mind


You are the kindness of warm embrace
In the rain we rest
Until it is time for a sincere goodbye

I am the light of the stars
I yearn for existence still
And no longer want to disappear
And I feel you will never cease to be

Emotionless you stand
As I try not to cry
Crystallized surroundings startle us
They make us stay for eternity

And I don’t mind

1st of May

Today it’s so warm and pretty outside
That I am so happy to be alive
If I see the sun shine through my door
I won’t feel this sorrow
Nevermore!
The sounds of the wind and the sounds of the birds
Are bringing me joy even though it’s absurd
To think that the weather changes a worldview
However, I know that my world still is you.

Arrêter de penser

Arrêter de penser
Est quand on est
seul et abandonné
Quand il parle avec ces gens
Quand il tourne la tête
Je suis triste comme un enfant
D'exister j'arrête

Karaoke

Within me lies a deep black hole
Meant to fit the music notes
That still I cannot reach

My life in isolation spent
The karaoke lights not meant
For me to ever see

What I’ve become is a vampire
And invitations I require
One little thing I need

What agony, insipid life
I’m lost in fantasies, despised
Never will I succeed

This hole inside, it doesn’t grow
It only makes me wish with woe
That it grew to consume me whole
Freed from sad reverie